I am BornfortheFame... R U?

Right now, nothin seems right in my life, i hate my job, im not happy in school and my family feels like everyday were falling apart. I find myself just thinking to my self why is this happening, why my life. I mean i know i can be a bitch and a half but above all im still a good person. I mean my life has just seem to go to shit.  My job pays me crap and as hard as i try to find another job i can’t seem to catch a break.  I’m hoping that by changing my majors and schools that i wil be happy and excited about education again, but unless my family supports me i highly doubt i will.  I wish my fam could be a normal family, i wish that we truly could honestly be there for one another but in the end if sumone needs to talk just for advice or even to vent, nobodys ever there. Im left alone with my thought and sumtimes I’m afraid that they will consume me and win. IT SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME.  I sumtimes feel that i will feel like this forever but i can only hope and pray for it to get better… till then IDK :/